I wish I cared LESS. I think I'm too emotional. Or that maybe I get "butt hurt" too easy. He doesn't respond half of the time and my biggest pet peeve with males is being ignored. IGNORED. Adrian used to do it all the time. Ignore me but answer everyone else. It'd make me SO mad. Why am I any less important? Especially if you're making me out to BE that important. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I think I'm done with it. I really think I am. I need to talk to older men. Established... men. Someone more on "my level" as Kelsi says.