We got no chance of recovering.
The joy and misery. The joy the joy the joy miserrryyyy.

This brings back cold weather.

being done and feeling strong finally feels good.
hit the road jack, and don't you come back no more no more no more no more.

I'm drunk.
Sometimes I miss yuo, and sometimes I don't.
Sometimes it doesn't even phase me.
Sometimes it feels as if you never even existed, like maybe you were just a dream.
But then i see your stupied moon scultpteues and sometimes i see that stupid little windmill. and i just want to throw up.
but only when i'm drunk.
cause when i'm sober. i just smile.
fuck im going to delete this in the morning.

i wonder if you miss me.

This is why I am in love with Collins.




Collins:
hahahah yeah
go me!
i swear to god
if i was gay
id be like a kid in a candy shop

12:06pm Me:
LOL

12:06pm Collins:
just fucking picking out all those mother fuckers

12:06pm Me:
that just made me laugh a really sickly, cackly laugh
i'm quoting you on that.

12:06pm Collins:
hahah
ok

12:07pm Me:
that goes into my quote book.

12:07pm Collins:
why do more guys like me than girls?

12:07pm Me:
i like you!

12:07pm Collins:
shit is weird
well you know in general i could get a guy wayyyyyyyyy easier than i could get a girl
am i super gay
like kind of feminine
flaunt my butt a lot or something

12:08pm Me:
ugh i love you.
you were just carved out jesus' left ass cheek

12:08pm Collins:
that sounds homosexual

12:09pm Me:
like maybe you were born to be homosexual but you just arent

12:09pm Collins:
ugh

12:09pm Me:
kind of like homosexual people are born to be straight but arent

12:09pm Collins:
hahah

12:09pm Me:
its just this vicious cycle

12:09pm Collins:
kind of like some people are born pure but then sin themselves to hell
yeah i get it

12:10pm Me:
exactly!

Delete.

4. Fourth Important Lesson - "The Obstacles In Our Path"

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand - "Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition."

Opened my eyes - http://zenhabits.net/zen-attachment/

I'm running on 4 hours of sleep. I still have laundry to do, homework to finish, a closet to clean out (two kinds of closets that is), and the idea of working out more. On the upper hand, I am transferring, I DO get to transfer as a sup, and I will never see this god forsaken place ever again. I need to do this, and now I need to change my telephone number. When you are bitten by a snake, you have to suck all the poison out so that you don't get any sicker than you have to. I'm taking the necessary means, even though it's so much harder than I'm making it seem.

This is going to be a long and cold winter.

"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed."

"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us _universe_, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."

LMAO!

www.nirvani.net/misc/emergency/

World Science Festival 2009: Bobby McFerrin Demonstrates the Power of the Pentatonic Scale from World Science Festival on Vimeo.

AND...

http://www.aip.org/history/einstein/essay.htm

I will go to this place. I am determined.

If you're going to be a politician then you should be able to take the criticism. You're not here to be an icon. You're here to give the people someone to look up to, and instead you're giving them a reason to not believe in our country and system. WAY TO BE A DOUCHE.

R.I.P.
A love that never deserved to die.

Fuck this.
You're a liar.