I wonder how people can be content with their lives just sitting in one spot. You're not going anywhere. You're not moving. How can you be okay with this? I don't understand. That seems so morbid to me. You might as well just die and call your life over. This is one of my biggest fears coming into adulthood...that I will just settle for a mundane routined life, because fuck it, everyone else is. 

I also wonder how people are okay with just one person for the rest of their lives. Isn't that boring? Don't you wanna know what other people are like? What so and so has to offer that so and so didn't? 

And wondering these things...what does this make me?