My brain is tangled. It's a muscle and it's tangled. Who would've known, eh? I'm making a trip to Austin May 25th and I couldn't be more happy about it. My greatest plan this weekend was canceled due to my parents not wanting to go to Louisiana. What kind of shit is that? With time I've come to believe in fairy tales, seeing truth in little things like happily ever afters and whatnot. I've made this list of things to do that just never seem to get done. My heart has been shaky and all I want is for it to find that steady rhythm once again. GET A GRIP HEART! I don't lose my balance often and when I do, I'm off by a mile.
For once I've wished for a normal life. This whole routine I've got going isn't sufficing. Or maybe it's me wanting to get a job and graduate already. This isn't easy, what I'm doing. I'm doing absolutely nothing, and it's the hardest thing I've done my entire life. I've kept it up for almost three years and well, it's worn me out. I guess that's what I am. Worn out. Possible internship for a New Jersey music magazine.
I'm still wishin' on 1 a.m.
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