I'm always asking for too much it seems. I'm just SO selfish when I ask for time with you on the weekends. SOOOOO SELFISH. I guess I'm just a selfish bitch really. I'm horrible with that. I mean who gives a shit if I don't see you for three weeks because of my job. Not I, and DEFINITELY not you. You don't care,it's whatever to you. Because everything between us is just so normal. Fuck you.

I hate having to bite my tongue.