HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

But then you appeared... taking away everything I though I was going to be holding onto. WHOOOOOO are you???!??!??!??!

I know where you are right now, and I hate you. Wherever you are. I hate you.

"look i just want something new in my life. you were the best girlfriend i've ever had. you were definitely what they call a ride or die. you never left my side through any of the fucked up shit i did. but i just dont see you in my future. it's not as bright when i picture it with you."

-"wow......."

" i know... look... im gonna let you go now"

-"i love you..."

"..............i love you too, goodbye jolene"

i'm so tired and conflicted. that is all.

I'm always asking for too much it seems. I'm just SO selfish when I ask for time with you on the weekends. SOOOOO SELFISH. I guess I'm just a selfish bitch really. I'm horrible with that. I mean who gives a shit if I don't see you for three weeks because of my job. Not I, and DEFINITELY not you. You don't care,it's whatever to you. Because everything between us is just so normal. Fuck you.

I hate having to bite my tongue.

new life. new post.