There are things this past weekend that I just thought about. Pretty insignificant things really.

For instance...

The fact that my ex-boyfriend's current girlfriend is ugly. When he started dating her, several people told me "she's not even prettier than you." Some were random people I talked to, some were HIS friends - not naming anyone.

The way people just forget things, like where they left their keys, or what happened that morning. Sometimes people just mix up mornings entirely. They confuse this morning with thursday's morning, and so on.

How birds fly to one place and another just as if we were taking a car ride there or walking to one side of a room to the other. It's just a daily thing to them and so many humans wish they could just fly. Do birds wish they could just walk like we do?

I thought of a lot of things, and now I'm just frustrated. I thought about how I do so much for you and you do half of that for me. I guess that's what I sacrifice in our little twosome we have going. I sacrifice my feelings for you. I would drive to your house just to take you to mine and then drive you back. Or just driving to your house 3 days a week. I wouldn't dare bring this up to you because that's not the kind of person I am. I don't bring up alllll of the things I do for you that you don't do in return, because that's not okay. Maybe I should so I just don't blow up about it one day, but right now I don't.

Life just feels so horrible today though it is not horrible at all.